Friday, November 28, 2008


all i have to say is... i'll be in a food coma for a few days. aha

thanksgiving was good. i just ate wayyyy too much. major fatty status haha

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

totally random but...

Have you had Jack in the box's mozzarella sticks?!

freaking delicious. i didn't know they existed a week ago, now I'm like where have you been all my life LOL. mmhmmmm ;]

Monday, November 24, 2008

Makeover & fears

Wooo been a while since a new post! sorry bout that. College apps due in 10 days, so itss kinda crazy 'round here.

So I made over the spot! how yah like?? might add/subtract stuff later but for now i'm good with this.

So I was reading Kaycee's ( )blog and her fear entry had me thinking about my fears..sooo i figured why not share yess?!!

here goes nothing.

I'm telling you the bigger they are, the more of a panic attack i will have!
Ever since i was a kid they creeped me out and its never changed.  I can think of three bad incidences with spiders off the top of my head that will always haunt my memories! :'[ I'd rather be stuck in a room with 2 snakes v.s 1 spider, its that bad.

I didn't learn how to swim until i was like 8 or 9 but mind you and that age i looked 5. I was mad tiny and short! so my parents put me and my lil sis in swimming classes at the YMCA and omg worst experience ever! ON MY FIRST DAY Some Jackass of an instructor basically had me kick my way across the pool with a paddle board, and didnt tell me that i was going from 3ft of water to 8 ft and when i got across he took the board from me. Which i was okay with at the time, because i thought i was still in 3ft of water so i thought i could stand. well to my surprise and horror, i sank straight to the bottom and panicked. he had to come and get me. i cried,my mom yelled, he was fired...yada yada yada LOL from then on i can't do deep water or dark bottom pools deeper than 9 ft. lame i know.

Lets just say that I use to play with rougher cousins when i was younger, who were bigger than me. and i swear every time we wrestled or something and i got pinned, if they didn't get up in like 15 seconds..i would like panic that I would run out of air.
so even now, if i'm fully under the covers for more than like a min i'll freak out!

plain && simple, saw a old music video when i was like 5 where the singer flipped down the side of a cliff and blew up! LMAO sounds funny when i say it like that, but i didn't know it was fake and I live in a part of cali that is suburban with lots of hills,mountains,and drop off points that i pass on my everyday commute. so that doesn't help.

#5. FOREST FIRE that evolves into a HOUSE FIRE
okie dokie, so i'm 4 right? coming home with my cousins and aunties from the mall when as we get on my street we notice smoke. we're behind  an 18 wheeler, (btw which is very odd to see on my oober quiet street in the first place ) so we think its his exhaust. so we go to turn in my driveway which is up a bit of a hill, and BOOM there its is---FLAMES GALORE! all off the back mountain range behind my house had caught fire. it was sooo scarry because there was a BIG TALL ASS fire wall made of concrete at the base of the mountains to contain fire if this was to happen, and the fire was coming OVER THAT!! there was probably 200 houses that the fire would get to before mine, BUT it was close enough for the heat to burn my face and the ashes to blacken my face and mess up my perfectly white shoes. :'[ i loved those shoes...they had bells. ANYWAY the cops were helping us evacuate and i had no idea if i was coming back to a house. or to dust.

it is perfectly normal to see (day or night) a pack of coyotes, mountain lions, or wolves just roaming round. plus the occasional family of raccoons, skunks, or opossum chilling on yards.
plenty of local news stories saying the remains of pets were left on neighbors lawns.
once there was a black bear on my neighbors house across the street one from my house. so I'm hoping that when I take out the trash nothing will be waiting at the bin for me. 

WELL ALRIGHTY THEN...i think that wraps up this blog entry of horrors. haha

*sigh* that was emotionally exhausting!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008






Saturday, November 1, 2008

Umbrella-ella-ella ey ey ey

SO!...the SAT's are over!!! well at least for now, I'm already registered to take it again in Dec. of this year. Most people take it their junior && senior year in high school, well i didn't take it last year so im going to take it twice as a senior. UNLESS i did really good on this go round.which is not impossible lol. NOW just to wrap up my applications and i'm good to go.

Oh but when i woke up this morning i was pleasantly surprised by the weather. it was raining! YAY! I ♥ the rain! no joke. so i was tempted to go to the SAT testing center in my sweats and a hoodie, like to be all chill...but then i figured i might be too chill and not put my best into the test LOL. or even worse..fall asleep like the guy behind me. WHO WAS WEARING A HOODiE AND SWEATS! seeeeeeee i made a good call for once.
The proctor i had though was cool. Dont know much about him besides he surfed more than once a week and he worked for a law firm out in the OC. weird right?! LMAO but i liked him cause he was chill and funny. and he didnt make it seem like the SAT was a black hole haha.

Man but when i got home, i was there from 7:30am to 1:00pm for the test :/, I knocked OUT! i got home by 1:30 , had lunch and fell asleep by like 2..and didnt wake up until 6 20..HA! man it was good too. But i guess thats a good thing cause Brian and i are going to do an all night movie marathon of all the SAW movies so that we can go see the new one, which i didnt get to do last night.

Speaking of, how was everyone's halloween?!! please tell me LOL since i didnt do anything i can pretend i went with you haha. costume choices??I know some of my friends went to club dv8 where they held costume contests and gave out cash prizes!!.
so that's where i might be next year. idk yet, cause if i get into the college of my choosing, then i wont even be home next yr for halloweeen i'll be away as at college. 
if thats the case then maybe i'll chill with new friends or help my cousin pass out candy. her friends street is really popular and they close it off to traffic on halloween so she always gets at least 500 kids. last year it was a lil over 1600!! i know right?!! and yea they counted. haha!

mmhmmm. i'm working on a few vids so they should be out soon i hope :]